Until i will feel my heart being ripped from my body........the emotions you feel when you hand over your baby for surgery is just overwhelming. My anxiety is at the highest point its been at for awhile. Throughout the day i am trying to hold back my tears. All of this is seriously so hard for me because she looks so normal. She acts like nothing is wrong with her. To have to put her through another surgery is just breaking my heart. I find myself throwing one of those TERRIBLE 2's tantrums. Im angry,sad, and just very upset. THIS IS NOT FAIR! REALLY IT ISN'T!