I know she will be okay. I know god will be holding her hand and guiding her through this heart surgery. I know she is strong......she is the strongest person i know. And i can't believe SHE IS MINE! I made this AMAZING LITTLE ANGEL ON EARTH!

Even though i know in my heart she will be okay.

I am still feeling sad.

Im sad that these next couple of days she is recovering from surgery i wont be able to see her smile and giggle as i tell her good morning like i do every morning when she wakes up. Im sad for her and her older sister Layla. That they have to be separated from each other. They absolutely adore each other.

 Im just sad right now over this whole situation. 

My heart feels heavy.